today was tough in an intrinsic kind of way
meaning: i brought it all on myself.
this habit i have of being consumed by my thoughts
is so, so bad for me in so many ways.
i used to love fridays
before becoming a mother.
now, especially being a stay at home mom,
all the days just blend together.
friday has lost its luster.
any other day, now.
i have one hour to improve my mood
to shrug off the day (so far)
before putting on a smiling face
and meeting friends for dinner
so i came here, to this space,
hoping to find the answers.
just as i expected.
happy friday, anyways.